is it a poem or....?

JUST WRONG
don't know what to do
so tell me what is right and what is wrong
i feel like stabbing my head with sharp katana
do my hair down
break my heart
slice it with rose knife

when it's bleeding
i feel like drowning in the lake of blood
so fresh
so cool
so good
you know I'm slowly breaking down
I'm not as strong as you always think I am
wearing a mask
joking around like an idiot
have you ever asked me?
what mask will I use today?
nanana.. never,ever,never
because you don't know that I use one
is it wrong that I always smile?
because I want make everyone smile
is it wrong that I have never cried?
because I don't wanna make you cry
I know I'm always wrong
because I don't know what to do
then tell me what is right and what is wrong